I may have trained myself

to live without "feelings",

but sometimes I wish that could change.

I want someone to have the power to change this perspective. 

I want to believe that there’s someone out there who can assure me that “feeling” is nothing to be afraid of.

That I can let my emotions run rampant and it won’t hurt or cause me to rethink what I just did.

Sadly, I’d rather stay protected in my pride, and believe that no one will harm me this way.