I may have trained myself
to live without "feelings",
but sometimes I wish that could change.
I want someone to have the power to change this perspective.
I want to believe that there’s someone out there who can assure me that “feeling” is nothing to be afraid of.
That I can let my emotions run rampant and it won’t hurt or cause me to rethink what I just did.
Sadly, I’d rather stay protected in my pride, and believe that no one will harm me this way.